26 October 2015

Jumpers For Goalposts

I love you Ed, I really do love you.


24th October, the day I've been waiting for almost a month has finally came.
Ed Sheeran's concert movie, Jumpers For Goalposts.



I'm not really sure tho, when I started to fall for Ed.
It just did.
Like one day, I decided to become a Sheerio and then I am officially one.
Hilarious.


Never really fan girl anyone this hardcore before.




There are many reasons why I love Ed.

There's his voice, super soothing and sexy and magnetic.
There's his looks, cute, adorable, always a smile on his face.
There's his hair, ginger head, fussy, original? x)
There's his attitude, one down to earth guy, sincere, genuine, humorous.

There are probably thousands or millions more reason why I love him so much,
but these should do for now. ;)

And I almost forgot, he is super talented, but humble person.

He knows guitar (obvs), beatbox (self-taught), drums, piano, cello and blah blah blah



I could write loads about him if I wanted to,
but I think I won't hahahahaha

I'd rather write about him than Donald Trump =.=


I had been looking forward to this day way toooo long.
I did stupid things about it, and kinda proud of myself tho.



Jumpers For Goalposts is airing at TGV cinemas only.
They even hosted a competition.
You sing a cover of his songs and you might win interesting stuffs.

The prize which I aimed for is his signed album, 'x'.
p/s: it's pronouned, multiply, not ex.

For a crazy fan Sheerio, I did it.
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.

I mashed up all his songs, and edited the music myself, and sang.


Results were out, and I won the consolation prize.
Which means, I don't get the signed album, nor his beanie, nor his pillow.
What I get was 2 tickets to his movie, on Friday.
Which is the day I wasn't able to attend.
Which is why I bought my ticket on Saturday.


Results from Twitter.

Results from Facebook.

So, since I had won and not going, why not give to others.
And so, I asked on Twitter and Snapchat, and there were no response.
So, I asked Sakai, and she said yeah, why not.
She benefited. ;)

After the movie, she told me that she was so impressed with what Ed could do.
She never really know why I love him so much and now she does.


Yep yep yep
hurry on.


Saturday, I went to Sunway taking KTM, BRT.
I reached around 1pm I guess?
Not sure.
I went food hunting, window shopping.
I was early btw hahahaha.
I saw around 4 friends that I know that day.


Then around 5pm, Shermaine reached.
We went Sushi Zanmai for food
and guess what.
Matching shirt!! You know why?
Cuz Ed loves to wear checkers shirt.
We definitely did not planned it tgt.


We went and collect our tickets.



Right before the show, wen bought popcorns, drinks. Usual.



Took some pictures before going in.

Me with the electronic poster whick keeps changing to other movie posters.

Me with the stand-up poster which doesn't move.
Then the cinema went blackout =.=

Power supply came back and we were allowed to go in.

And the magic begins :)

There's some videos.



Being able to sing with Elton John?! How lucky is that.


While this song was playing, many audience proposed. OMG! "Thinking Out Loud"

I mean, proposing at a concert?


Throughout the concert, I sang along.
Knowing all the lyrics to each song he sang.
Except for "You Need Me, I Don't Need You".
Because that was a rap. hahahahah


The hours passed by very very quickly.
Soon, the movie is over, and I was overwhelmed by everything.
The interviews with him, with the people who worked with him.
I really really just feel genuinely happy for him.

For where he is today.
For what he had done.
For what he had achieved.


Ed is just super duper cute.
Like a big teddy bear, which I really really wanna hug.

Taken at the end of the movie. Can you see the tear sparks in my eyes?

I don't know.
I just have this mix feeling about him everytime.


I respect him
I admire him
I adore him
I like him
I love him


Maybe someday I could be like him.
Successful and doing what I love to do.


My love for Ed shall never end
but this blog post has to.

And I shall stop here. :)


Jumpers For Goalposts.
Thank you, Ed.







And yeah, my participation in the contest.
So bad, so bad, so bad.
Don't listen if you don't want any nightmare.


12 October 2015

文字的妙處+Fangirling as a Sheerio

文字最奇妙的是
它包含著許許多多的元素


有一些彷彿一幅畫

有的是包含了感情

也有一些載著記憶


當然還有以上皆存在的



被記錄了下來的文字
它就永永遠遠的存在

就像多年前 那幼稚的自己
為學業、為愛情感到悲傷 的那一大段字
裏頭寫著了 自己當時 多少的感慨 多少的悲歡 多少的無知


又在翻部落格


翻到了以前樂團學姐的部落格



好佩服她還在認真的寫部落格
而部落格裡  好像還是剪不斷 與樂團的蓮絲


小學就認識她了 因為和她弟弟一起補習
又住我樓下 所以有時還是有遇到



在她文字裡頭  我看到了她的年幼 可又成熟的背影
可能因為樂團 她不得不堅強 扛起這個家



從她第一篇讀到最後一篇
哈哈哈哈哈
好瘋狂的感覺  我並不是跟蹤狂吼!


文字
表達情感。


很無厘頭的結尾
因為我很累了!
終於把我的assignment也趕完了
一整個星期的熬夜  終於也都做完了
Donald Trump, 真是給你害死 hahahhaha
慶幸 Plagiarism 只有4%
15頁 2000+ 個字
不簡單啊



晚安  再見  終於能好好睡了




喔對!
It's easier for me to announce this in English >3<


So, as most of my friends know,
I'm a Sheerio, fan of Ed Sheeran!

So, he's performing soon in Wembley, UK in October.
On 22nd October, he would be performing at Leicester Square.
Guess what, it would be recorded down and air in cinemas all around the world!!
For 3 days only, worldwide, in selected cinemas and countries.


SO LUCKY MALAYSIA IS ONE OF IT!
The chosen cinema is TGV.
I ALREADY BOUGHT THE SEATS!! HAHAHAHAHAHH

I really can't wait to meet him!
Although it's only on the screen, but it is still his concert!!
Like, OMG! I'M ACTUALLY GOING TO ED'S CONCERT!!

Anyway, the show is only airing for 3 days starting 23rd to 25th October.

Massive shoutout to my girl, Shermaine for letting me know about this.
Because the official website is still stating that the time and dates are to be announced.


I took this screenshot as I wrote this blog. =.=
As you can see it's still "Coming soon".
Thanks to Shermaine, I'M ONE OF THE EARLIEST PEOPLE TO KNOW IT'S SELLING IN MALAYSIA! yay.


There's this competition though, and as you read this, I hope you keep a secret.
This competition is to sing a cover of Ed's song,
and stand a chance to win a signed album "X"!

I really hope I could win this thing, and I would upload the cover asap.
I really hope I'd win.
Like seriously.
Ed is like my first idol that I go crazy for.
I even bought his book. "A Visual Journey"
According to him, it's not an autobiography because he said he's still young. x)


Back to the topic,
all I really wanted to say was actually
I'm so happy that I'm going to his concert soon! ;)


Ed Sheeran:
If someone asks you to change yourself, 
Tell them to fuck themselves.



Thank you Ed, and I love you, I really do.
Dex x

#JumpersForGoalPosts
#Countdown12days


Fistbump. Ticket BOOKED.



Fistbump. Ticket BOOKED. Elton John ;)

Btw, he's hosting for the EMAs.
GO VOTE FOR HIM!!!










Ok, really gotta sleep :) 

Ok, just one more. x




09 October 2015

深深的夜晚,滿滿的回憶

不知怎麼 無端端的
有assignment不做
跑去看 blog...


一開始就看回自己的老部落格
哇靠!一點美感都沒有
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈


檢查了一下留言
欸  原來有那麼多我沒看過的留言
就看到了一位小學同學的名字



點了進去



原來他曾經有部落格
我都不知道  哈哈哈哈


想起來了!
六年級那年  不懂哪裡吹來的風
大家開始寫部落格
嗯  對


接著  又在他的部落格 找到其他的人的部落格
也是小學的啦
我到底錯過了多少  回  憶



不斷的翻  不斷的翻  不斷的翻




知道失落嗎?就是希望不成真的時候 那種感覺



我不斷的在尋找  我留下的影子
從他們的第一篇貼文
找找找
去到了最後一篇









完    全    沒    有    欸








那就是        失    落    感



並不是說我很在意什麼
只是想到  原來沒有人覺得和我在一起的日子
是值得紀錄的  難免有點  悲哀



人非聖賢
或許我也做不到  記錄與每一位朋友的日子



其實有那麼一篇文啦
說想念  小學時下課大家一起吃午餐的日子
每個人的名字   一一的被點出來







卻忽略了我的⋯⋯







是太沒有存在價值了嗎
還是說  我真的那麼不值得一提








呵呵呵
我還記得六年級那年
我們男生大概有十個吧
稱兄道弟


每一篇出現的名字
沒有一個是有我的  哈哈哈哈


上了中學後的貼文  更不用提了



喔對,我被提了一次
是剛上中學的那種貼文

同學的貼文:
沒想到dexter上了中學會和別人打架




驚!什麼事情?!




看回老格才發現原來是初一在巴士上的事
Bosco 應該在場見證著這件事





其實認真想起來
我好像沒有幾個朋友 是一起上中學的
嘉恩、先狀、Neoh、子康⋯⋯


可是大家的部落格裡 中學的回憶 還是有著對方
平時出街、聚會

除了今年的那一次
原來我一次都沒出席過


不用解釋  根本就是因為住宿舍


一次兩次  之後大家也就免了預我一份了



*3:03a.m. 肚子在響 ._.*



找多沒幾下  就乾脆不找了


開始找一些中學的人來看

其實也就沒有什麼⋯⋯




連 陳宛旋  都只提過我名字那麼幾次 =.=



不知道欸
可能是夜深了 胡思亂想

可是就是覺得自己  沒有幾個知心朋友
說著小學啦⋯⋯

像Bosco說的  可能就是適合當襯托吧








一段又一段的回憶
被不同的階段分隔著


小學


初中


高中


有哪一段是特別值得回憶的嗎?





應該是自己的問題吧
總是不會把心打開
總把事情往心裡塞

或許別人嘗試過接觸我
但被我推開了



不能被看成懦弱
不能被看出悲傷
只要大家  開開心心就好



剛才翻部落格的時候
看到一篇 關於雙子座的
欸  說得蠻準的啦


星座可信嗎?不知道啦
可能就是一種精神寄託
讓自己有藉口說 我是這樣 是因為星座啦





領悟了一件事


既然回憶是那麼美好的
記著就好啦
為何就是要把灰塵掃掉
重看這赤裸裸的記憶
裏頭真實的醜相


回憶,總是美好的
記憶,總是真實的

忘了的事  就讓他忘記吧
或許忘了更好



對於自信的雙子來說,他又同時很沒有安全感,這是雙子特有的矛盾。

我曾經多麼的自信  大家都和我那麼要好
後來因為沒有安全感  去翻一翻回憶 遇到了真相





之後  應該不怎麼會再翻了吧
見過鬼還不怕黑咩



或許有那麼一晚
心情又發作時  又會重溫  這些遺憾




之前和sim說放下了
我準備好了  準備好迎接下一次了

卻又發現  其實  仍然有影子

所以不行  對不起
我還沒準備好。


First, you think the worst is a broken heart.
What's gonna kill you is the second part.
Then the third, is when the world splits down the middle.

And fourth, you're gonna think that you fixed yourself.
Fifth, you see them out with someone else.
And the sixth, is when you admit you may have fucked up a little.


Six Degrees of Separation - The Script


Good night,
to the great memory I lost,
to the beautiful moon,
and to the wonderful world full of mysteries...


讓我再想念最後一次
好嗎⋯⋯

06 October 2015

横竖●十

毕业了很久一下
呵呵


不知不觉
已经来到了十月。


进了大学也十个月了
好期待年尾的假期
真的很不知不觉


其实根本没有想要写什么就进来了 😂
刚刚把assignment赶完了
1:34am
试过更迟的啦


宿舍一年一度的欢送会要到了!
也收到了邀请了  好开心哪!
这一次回去欢送的人 也不少呱……

主席啊主席 加油哦!
我知道那种累得不像样的日子
可是熬过了后 其实还蛮值得回忆的



好像没什么动静了


大家都没什么动静了


只能期待下次见面吧 台湾的 英国的





想起来这个部落格一开始的用意就好笑
那段回不去的中学回忆 哈哈哈哈哈
好白痴  可又好天真

应该都懂发生什么事吧 😂






两年前的这一天
原来是我立志相当中医师的那一天


好可惜啊
让两年前的自己失望了
真的很对不起
对不起
对不起
对不起
对不起

可能说了多少次的对不起
都无法挽回这些时光了吧


想起来  还蛮感伤的






每个人都有自己的梦想
朝着自己的梦想去狂奔  是本能的事
为何我连最基本的事情 都 做 不 到

对不起的不是别人
只是自己





现在总觉得大学没什么乐趣 应该就是这个原因吧……


好羡慕那些  与大学朋友无所不谈的人
照片里总能看见大家和大学朋友混的很熟似的

羡慕 羡慕 羡慕 羡慕 羡慕 羡慕 ……

我的大学朋友  也不是说不好
只是总觉得 再要好 也好不到去哪里

大家的频率都不一样啊啊啊啊啊啊




哎,膝盖又在隐隐作痛了
很痛啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊




好吧 说说今天发生的事吧

今天放学后 遇见一位同大学的人
坐在monorel楼梯哭
对 没错 是哭

问了他发生什么事
原来不见了钱包
身份证 驾照 钱 统统在里面
而且是第二次了 😓

话说 他妈的干
竟然还没收到 email 说明天的课取消
烟霾啊啊啊啊 怎么去上课

他说不敢回家 不敢和妈妈说
因为她之前说过假如再不见会打他

他说他钱包有写电话号码 希望有人能打回给他

我问了后发现他身无分文
就掏了RM10给他 说搭车需要钱
又看到他坐在楼梯很凄凉
就给了他 大学学生证 让他回大学图书馆坐着等

期间 我错过了3辆monorail =.=

结果我miss了我要搭的巴士
要等两个小时 哎


可是我却觉得很开心 因为帮了一个有需要的人


和他聊天 我发现他是那种比较内向的人
平时走路应该也不抬头
因为我掏出学生证时 他竟然问:
原来你也是inti的啊

哇靠 我真的不知道是他没抬头
还是我存在感太低
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈


不管怎样 做了一件善事 心情总是特别好的
所以我错过了巴士 就跑去了星巴克 优待了一下自己
其实也是因为这个星期有打折啦   本来就想喝




开心,助人为快乐之本;
伤心,没能实现梦想。

十月快乐



Jover 好像要生日了
哦干!李沅侪 生日没有买东西给他
是有祝福啦 可是 叶竞鸿 有星巴克 不可能他没有吧


哦对
辜弟弟生日也是有买蛋糕给他 ❤️
可是忘了问他好不好吃
过了那么久  算了啦



突然想起
sakai 曾经问我是不是喜欢辜弟弟就好笑
他只是我很关心的弟弟好不
白痴 哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈

有点希望有弟弟 哈哈哈哈哈
可是要像辜弟弟一样可爱那种
不然我不要



啦啦啦啦啦啦啦
很夜了
开始语无伦次了
啦啦啦啦啦
掰掰