28 June 2015

The One

Tell me,
Tell me that you want me,
And I’ll be yours completely
For better or for worse.


You make my heart feel like it’s summer
When the rain is pouring down.
You make my whole world feel so right when it’s wrong.
That’s how I know you are the one.
That’s why I know you are the one


I like these two verses of the lyrics of "The One" by Kodaline.
Highly Recommended!!


Everyone has their own special someone.
At least, that is what I believe.



Ain't it funny how someone can actually affect your life so much?
Sometimes, I laugh at myself for that.


And then in another 10 years time,
that certain someone might not actually matter to you anymore, right?
Life can be so funny sometimes.



Anyway, I don't care if you matter to me in another 10 years,
but I know you do now.
Please do not ask me why, I DO NOT KNOW WHY EITHER.
Maybe someday when I meet the creator,
I'll ask him personally. :)



Look, you have been haunting me for quite a while now.
I know I should have let you go like for a long long time ago,
which I didn't, because I was incapable of leaving you.


I'm actually pretty sure that you knew it all along.
I don't know why I have this feeling,
but something tells me you do.

P/S: Do not think too much, I might not be talking to you hahahah
wear it if the shoes fits.


I tried moving on.
Yes I did indeed.
But nothing ever happened, the spark doesn't appear with others like the way it did with you.
Maybe I just needed more time.


It's hard not to talk to anyone about you.
I can't, though I did mentioned to a few people.
Maybe more than a few, but still not many.


#np If This Was a Movie

Come back, come back, come back to me
like you would, you would if this was a movie.
------- Taylor Swift

I love my phone so much 
right song in the right mood
always



I do not know whether you actually feels the same way about me.
We used to have so much together.
Maybe I was taking them too seriously.


All I'm trying to say,
is that I missed the things we did,
I missed the talks,
I missed everything with you,
I missed you.


I doubted that there will ever be any future in us.
Yet, I'm still hanging on to that little hope and faith I have in us.
Not us, in me perhaps.



#np Chains

You got me in chains, you got me in chains for your love
I wouldn't change, I wouldn't change this love.
Tryna break the chain, but the chains only break me.
------ Nick Jonas


It's so hard for me to get into any sorts of relationships with others.
I declined all the possibilities
thinking there might still be a chance in us.




Alrighty then,
I shall stop writing now.
I shall stop now.
I shall stop everything now.
I shall stop waiting for you now.
I shall stop making stupid decisions for you now.
I shall stop 
I shall stop
I shall stop
I shall stop loving you now.



Before I end this post,
I'm quite addicted to this song, especially its lyrics.

"Dancing on My Own" by Calum Scott, originally by Robyn.


I was going to write down the lyrics here,
but maybe not.



This shall mark the end of us.
Our everything.
I appreciate everything that we ever had.

重新啟航 ;)

今年  變化很多  感覺上  好像跟不上變換的步伐

畢業了
做工了
搬家了
進大學了
一切一切都改變了



有多少的朋友  還能像以前那樣  嘻嘻哈哈
算一算  應該屈指可數吧


說好了重新啟航
也就是說 一切都是時候重新來過了

換了部落格的link:
callmedextertay.blogspot.com


不想再讓自己的過去
籠罩著我的現在與未來



To be honest, sometimes I like to type in English
而有時喜歡用華語

English has a sense of elegant in its writings
it makes me feel sentimental about things
I can feel it through the words while I'm typing them
it's like I'm connected to the or some sort


但是華語 是我的母語
我不想拋棄自己的母語 就為了奉承外面的世界
所以我對自己的華文造詣要求很高
雖然我華語還是很差

另外一個喜歡華語的原因
它很精簡
一個字  可以代表了很多很多的意思
也能從字裡頭 找出它的含意


Anyway, I'll just do whatever I feel like doing :)





It's time for a change.
My life do not depend on others. It is mine.
My fate is in my own hands, I am the mastermind.


From now on,
call me Dexter Tay.